I just want everything to be perfect for everyone. People think I’m selfish but I really care about other people and seeing them suffer puts me in so much pain.
I also really regret apologising for something that wasn’t my fault and I shouldn’t have done I couldn’t help it. I always do that just lie down and take it to put myself out of harms way or to resolve a problem

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Positive: Had a great birthday cause I have nice friends and an unnatural taken in getting involved in swimming carnivals which lead to a silver medal

Neutral: I cut me 2nd smallest toenail to a sliver of a cuticle

Negative: fucking ext 2 is a peice of shit for people who have a lot of spare time on their hands as the research is so useless but vital for some reason and needless to say that I haven’t done enough in Mrs Rs eyes — so fucked for the viva voce

Had the best birthday today

Thanks to all my friends

But no one wrote on my FB wall and my step dad embarrassed me in front if E. C which idrc about its just annoying

Also I cut my 2nd smallest toenail so much that it didn’t exist just a sliver of cuticle

And I can’t do this fucking viva voce tomorrow because whenever I think I’ve done enough research I haven’t and it so fucking ongoing — I’m not even good at English :/